Thanks again Saint,
This weekend.. till now.. I did a replay of Oct (Amibroker bar replay).. did trade again..(as when not live, emotions stay away).
I compared with the posts of each day... (yes, I did go through 100's of pages of posts)..just to review.
Then I compared it with what I actually did on all these days...from my notebook.
There's still some element of greed and fear left in me... hopefully after this exercise.. I am stronger now.
Now, only one thought comes to me after this, "Thanks Saint"...