@sandip1952
You should consider yourself as a criminal, technically you may be not but in a round about way you are.
Using your money to blow up/experiment is perfectly okay no issues there.
When you touch others hard earned money, if you don't know what you are doing
you have no rights to continue it. When you touch others money you promise them to act as their fiduciary and act in *their* interest to your best of knowledge.
a) You don't have the knowledge,
b) you are not acting in their interest so you have LIED and exploiting their trust & ignorance and
c) you seem to be unaware of the above two statements!
Please stop the upcoming train wreck with others money!
Buy a train for yourself and wreck it, if you really insist!