Ms. Priyanvada,
Per your definition, I guess I'm not a solved personality yet.
- I feel I've to constantly attune myself to my higher self, day in day out because without it I feel I'm lost.
- You said any living thing in this world EXCEPT humans....I would like to think that I'm human and a human.
- I feel the need resolve internal conflict, daily in the morning, when it comes to trading.
- I tend to study a lot, read a lot and in fact it's a habit for me to study everyday be it through a tape or a book which could range anywhere from Markets to Psychology but more importantly books related to Vedanta. I would like to say books have played a considerable part in my daily life to be inspired, to gain knowledge.... I crave for satsang but so far I've found real satsang in certain books.
- I've worked in R&D labs a lot(in fact I've built them and ran them in the past). I never owned my own lab.....
until I got to a certain age when I realized I own the best lab in the world and that everyone's blessed with one. I never found physical R& D labs as usual as the lab within.
- Life's been full of problems for me but I've always accepted them as a fact of life to learn and grow. Without problems I feel life would be boring. However, would be nice to get relief from them for good.
- You also said 'they are just so natural! ... totally tuned with themselves, their energie, their mind, body, soul, feelings,senses'. I raised hell with no knowledge whatsoever by callng your first name/first part of your first name whatever....imagine the consequences of substituting that 'a' with an 'e' earlier today.....all hell would break loose....right? LOL....
So based on all my thoughts above I certainly feel Im far from the finished article or a 'solved personality'.
My definition of a 'solved personality' in the most simplest of terms would be someone who go have been able to realize THAT which means 'shoka bhang(a)Tripti Nirunkush(a)'. YOu see all desires on this material plane belong to two categories. First one includes everything where there's a beginning and an end. The second one or the most important one....includes THAT which never ends.....for how could something end if it never began?.... Does that make any sense to you?
Will stop this fury of typing at the risk of boring readers...In this regard I do find some things in your definition which matches mine.
No worries regarding your language. I feel I'm beginning to understand you.
Regards
Shreenath