If you express what you feel, you are honest. That means, you have room for improvement. Expessing what you think would screw you up real bad.
Try not to trade too much, the way you did yesterday. 70 lots kind of to and fro trades keep you on your toes all the time. You will damage the health of your nervous system really really bad, even if you make lakhs in profit. And there is no coming back once the nerves start fraying. Neurology is still at a very primitive stage in medical science, remember.