My dentist once told me dat letting go is like pulling a tooth. Wen it was pulled out, u’re relieved, bt how many times does our tongue run itself over the spot where d tooth once was? Probably a 100 times a day. Just bcoz it was not hurting you doesn’t mean you did not notice it. It leaves a gap n sometimes you see yourself missing it terribly. It’s going 2 take a while, bt it takes time. Should you have kept the tooth? No, because it was causing u so much pain....... Therefore, move on n let go