Performance Postmortem

[aja]

Performance Postmortem Inspired by timepass bhai-
I will be posting my Monthly Profit and Loss here.

Cash with the broker=Rs 47534.33

 

[aja]

I gave a lot of thought on this recovery part i.e, Recovering 95% loss from remaining 5% capital.

I know its very tough,time taking and impossible task.
May be I will blow my account and you’d never see me again.

I had many crazy ideas in mind like-
1)Nifty 6points X 3 Scalps a day
2)BNF 20points X 3 Scalps a day
3)Nifty Option 5points X 3 Trades
4) 1R Scalp X 2 Trades of any Stock Fut which fits into my margin like Reliance Infra,Axis Bank
5)…………..
(This one is the biggest joke,phir kabhi bata dunga) :rofl:

I gave up all above ideas.I will be trading Only Cash Market.I have decided to split up my target into parts.I will be going step by step.

So first Target is-
Rs 47,000 to Rs 50,000

Uske baad ka baad me…

 

[aja]

Traded with just 10-20 shares so survived till 31st Mar 2016.
Then Z deducted the AMC. :annoyed:

Starting New Financial Year 2017-18 with Rs 47189.

 

[aja]

Running on fever,sunstroke,loose motion and throat infection from 07th Apr.
Instead of taking rest I was working late night reading,searching,chating,pm.
Iss chakkar me aur tabiyat bighad gayi yaaro.

Ab direct Monday 17th ko dukaan chalu karuga.

I think I found a Holy Grail.The only challenge is taking out that fear of execution,fear of losing.

There is a very danger problem I am facing.

I take a trade. It will either succeed or fail.
If it fails-no problem,I have one more chance to make it breakeven.

If it succeed-I made 300rs, now I have a fear that if I take another trade,I will lose this profit and I will end a day with 2nd trades loss+ brokerage.

This is the biggest misery when you trade with very small amount and I even dont know how to face this situation.It breaks you inside

 

[timepass]

Take care buddy

 

[aja]

April 2017-

So first Target is-
Rs 47,000 to Rs 50,000

Last Week of April was really awesome trading VEDL.So,Somehow I achieved this target.
But I'm not happy at all.I am playing very consciously.There's a constant fear and pressure in mind.:annoyed:
I am taking entries very late.I'm confirming,double confirming the trade.I have a lot of hesitation taking a trade.

I somehow survived April 2017,Hope I'll cope up with the inner fight in May 2017.

Looks like,for the first time I'd Win 60D Challenge

 

[aja]

Next Target is-
Rs 50,000 to Rs 55,000

Uske baad ka baad me…

 

[timepass]

April 2017-
But I'm not happy at all.I am playing very consciously.There's a constant fear and pressure in mind.:annoyed:
I am taking entries very late.I'm confirming,double confirming the trade.I have a lot of hesitation taking a trade.

That's ok, better safe than sorry.

 

[aja]

Next Target is-
Rs 50,000 to Rs 55,000

Uske baad ka baad me…

I am down by 7000rs.

To avoid this I took a break for a week too.Then I resumed but again faced the same psychological issue.

SL hit multiple times is very painful.:annoyed:

Taking 1 week break from trading.Thanks everyone for your replies.

-aja

Good News is that I WON 60D C for the first time after series of losses(8 Times Looser).

The Funny Thing is-The refund amount was hardly 332rs and I had to fight for it :lol:

 

[aja]

Continuing with 45134.73rs

One Thought coming in my mind again and again-Am I loosing Hope?
Few Traders told me that they dont see any Hope for me

I am now facing fear of trade execution.There was a loss of 21rs on 31st May and I dont dare to take a trade on 1st June.
Huh? 21rs loss se darr gaya :rofl:

Wondering How to Overcome this