One more thing, I didn't do any paper trading. I lost heftly and learned a lot in a longer run. My 65% of capital is wiped off because of the foolish act. I learned the discipline from the fellow friends of this forum. I am very thankful to them
The only good thing is that whatever I invested or traded, I treat it as a surplus even though I have taken a loan. A surplus in the sense that it wont effect my personal life or financial life even I lose my entire capital.
So make sure when you r investing or trading, how much can u risk. what is ur maximum drawdown (lose % that u can make). Take your time and markets will be there forever and there is no hurry.
Raj